Friday, February 24, 2012
Saturday, September 3, 2011
莫后悔？
时光冲速地结束了我的假期，我，依然还是后悔了，每天带着后悔入眠，后悔今天又没温习，后悔今天的时间太快结束，后悔再后悔，覆盖了我两个星期的假日。
人，何时不再后悔呢？人，何时不再说“如果”呢？
何时再何时？
又来Emo了.......
人，何时不再后悔呢？人，何时不再说“如果”呢？
何时再何时？
又来Emo了.......
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Matriculation Life
Like Madam Zurina told me before,sucess pathway always full with struggle.No matter how excellent result u scored in your SPM,now it became a past tense.After stepping into the gate of KMPk,there is no more past history.You must start your own new life without any help from parents.
This sentence knock me up.Starting from the orientation week,many of my friends(mostly malays)planning to leave here,just because of the tough week.Fortunately,i make myself success through this suffer week.Sitting in a hot oven(Dewan Seri Kinta),sweating and sweating,compete with the limited time,running here and there.Thanks God,finally i passed this orientation week safely,although i may think about giving up.Orientation week finally became unforgettable memory,due to this week,i realize that i am HOMESICK!
Then,i start my first outing with my new friends,some came from Seremban,Johot,mostly Melaka.Haha.Moving to my new study life,i start my first lecture lesson at lecture hall6,erm,one of the biggest hall in KMPk.After that,continue with lab jobs,tutorial class and malay food(until now i still can't used to curry)
UPS just passed,unfortunately,i didn't scored it excellently.Do hope that coming PSPM,i can score 4 flat pointer.Now,i am having my mid-sem break,Hometown,Tampin always a lovely place.
Homesick,Struggle,just a pathway leading me to success life.
This sentence knock me up.Starting from the orientation week,many of my friends(mostly malays)planning to leave here,just because of the tough week.Fortunately,i make myself success through this suffer week.Sitting in a hot oven(Dewan Seri Kinta),sweating and sweating,compete with the limited time,running here and there.Thanks God,finally i passed this orientation week safely,although i may think about giving up.Orientation week finally became unforgettable memory,due to this week,i realize that i am HOMESICK!
Then,i start my first outing with my new friends,some came from Seremban,Johot,mostly Melaka.Haha.Moving to my new study life,i start my first lecture lesson at lecture hall6,erm,one of the biggest hall in KMPk.After that,continue with lab jobs,tutorial class and malay food(until now i still can't used to curry)
UPS just passed,unfortunately,i didn't scored it excellently.Do hope that coming PSPM,i can score 4 flat pointer.Now,i am having my mid-sem break,Hometown,Tampin always a lovely place.
Homesick,Struggle,just a pathway leading me to success life.
3 Months
Spending 3 months in KMPk,Kolej Matrikulasi Perak,make me become stronger and stronger now.The memories still fresh bed in my mind.Stepping into a totally new environment, heart beat clearly showed that i am nervous.And now,i had spent 3 months in here.Erm,can't ignore that stepping Pre-U life,was a hard and tough journey.
Do you ever feel alone when all your friends and roomates going back to their own hometown.Yes,i had made through this 3 days.Bonds between friends in KMPk had become closer and closer.I do hope that i can pass my life at KMPk with excellent result.
3 months,Is this consider as a long life.Erm.For mi,it just a starting point.
Don't ever say never.
Do you ever feel alone when all your friends and roomates going back to their own hometown.Yes,i had made through this 3 days.Bonds between friends in KMPk had become closer and closer.I do hope that i can pass my life at KMPk with excellent result.
3 months,Is this consider as a long life.Erm.For mi,it just a starting point.
Don't ever say never.
Thursday, May 12, 2011
再也回不到去了吧
斗转了18年了，人生观也如随着年龄不断在改变，
小时就会祈求着让妈妈中toto，要住大屋，有辆属于自己家的休闲大车，天天出国旅行
六年级就会盼望和其他小朋友一样，有手机，有电脑，人家有的，我也要有
》》》》渐渐大了，就会期盼自己的学业
很亲幸的，我在大大小小政府考试中获得straightA
可是现在却一直认为自己在为了未来而作为了一位考试奴
读书就只为了最后的一张成绩单
考试就是为了长大后有份温厚的工作
工作后就为了养家
这就是自然规律
再也回不去以前了
多么渴望以前的自己，读小学，中学
而不是读大学，面对社会
小时就会祈求着让妈妈中toto，要住大屋，有辆属于自己家的休闲大车，天天出国旅行
六年级就会盼望和其他小朋友一样，有手机，有电脑，人家有的，我也要有
》》》》渐渐大了，就会期盼自己的学业
很亲幸的，我在大大小小政府考试中获得straightA
可是现在却一直认为自己在为了未来而作为了一位考试奴
读书就只为了最后的一张成绩单
考试就是为了长大后有份温厚的工作
工作后就为了养家
这就是自然规律
再也回不去以前了
多么渴望以前的自己，读小学，中学
而不是读大学，面对社会
Monday, May 2, 2011
各奔东西
五月，朋友们都陆陆续续到不同的地方去读书了，昔日的大家喝茶，谈天的机会也不知道何时何月才有.....5月23号，就要到霹雳去读书了，Matrikulasi....其实，真的很幸运可以拿到这个读书机会....虽然就比较远了啦...搭巴士也要3小时才到KL....恭喜自己，已经一个脚踏入大学了，AIM着考取4.0pointer....只是还是害怕自己在那儿没有朋友，自己又不爱结交朋友，又要和3位马来同胞同住一间房子....
相信在那里我肯定只会面对着书本，读书读书再读书...而且，每天的早，午，晚餐都是马来餐...闲...上课又要每天穿FORMAL，长衬衫，长裤（No Jeans)，黑鞋....重点是要打领带....OMG
过着这种生活，哪来的幸福呢？可是，能得到Matrikulasi，真的很幸运，我想是因为我本身的Koku帮到忙了吧....幸运+势力=成功...
接着就要好好准备去霹雳的东西了，还有JPA还没出.....希望能拿到啦....LAWYER,UK!!!!
相信在那里我肯定只会面对着书本，读书读书再读书...而且，每天的早，午，晚餐都是马来餐...闲...上课又要每天穿FORMAL，长衬衫，长裤（No Jeans)，黑鞋....重点是要打领带....OMG
过着这种生活，哪来的幸福呢？可是，能得到Matrikulasi，真的很幸运，我想是因为我本身的Koku帮到忙了吧....幸运+势力=成功...
接着就要好好准备去霹雳的东西了，还有JPA还没出.....希望能拿到啦....LAWYER,UK!!!!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
窗外
巴士在乡村间穿梭着，浅蓝的天空渐渐得蜕变中，破蛹而出，成了一只大褐色的天。睁开那惺忪的眼睛，窗外的余光让我无法确认出路牌-Seremban。还有一小时的车程，才能抵达让人排斥的吉隆坡。我，我，我带着不舍的心情离开了我的家乡。
看着窗外，感觉路牌，大树快速地从我身旁一闪而过，我的人生路途也是要像他们一样吗？我到现在还是不能适应吉隆坡的高速度的节奏生活。还不能？还是在抗拒呢？相信自己总能为自己找出答案。
时间正如在高速公路上行驶的巴士，无需遵守交通规则，到公路上，不断不断地向前迈进，不知何时到达最终的目的地，也不知何时会因自己的鲁莽驾驶赔上无法估计的代价。到现在的我，还是无法决定自己的钱途呢？钱途？钱途？我，用了一小时的车程，还是在无头绪的情况下度过了。
到底是选择读私立学院还是中六呢？不想再为母亲填上任何的经济负担了，不想，也不允许自己再怎么任性下去，只能因为自己的家境真的不允许。中六呢？一个人到马六甲，一人生活，到最后还是会承受不了孤单和思念家人而选择放弃。
我，不得不承认我是个多愁善感的儒家思想家，窗外的风景就是那么勾人回忆，让我不经意地跌入无底洞。
【完结】
看着窗外，感觉路牌，大树快速地从我身旁一闪而过，我的人生路途也是要像他们一样吗？我到现在还是不能适应吉隆坡的高速度的节奏生活。还不能？还是在抗拒呢？相信自己总能为自己找出答案。
时间正如在高速公路上行驶的巴士，无需遵守交通规则，到公路上，不断不断地向前迈进，不知何时到达最终的目的地，也不知何时会因自己的鲁莽驾驶赔上无法估计的代价。到现在的我，还是无法决定自己的钱途呢？钱途？钱途？我，用了一小时的车程，还是在无头绪的情况下度过了。
到底是选择读私立学院还是中六呢？不想再为母亲填上任何的经济负担了，不想，也不允许自己再怎么任性下去，只能因为自己的家境真的不允许。中六呢？一个人到马六甲，一人生活，到最后还是会承受不了孤单和思念家人而选择放弃。
我，不得不承认我是个多愁善感的儒家思想家，窗外的风景就是那么勾人回忆，让我不经意地跌入无底洞。
【完结】
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